Not that you aren't always on my mind, this December you were on my mind more so than normal. It just felt tough not having you around. Now I know most people would say its been four years .... really? YES REALLY, for some reason it hit me hard that I could not see you, feel you touch you or hear you. Many days spent when just out of the blue, tears would begin to flow and my eyes were automatically drawn to your photos.
I miss you so much baby boy - more than anyone could ever imagine.
Love you lots my angel
Mommy