I got home from work last night and you were a little on the niggly side, neither daddy nor the girls could get you settled. So mommy decided to give a bath and try put you to sleep - you battled a little but once you were out ...... well you were out. You slept really well last night and while you were sleeping I lay in bed listening to your breathing, it was SO MUCH deeper and each breath seemed somewhat longer than normal, but it didnt concern me - because somehow in my heart I knew you were fine. Even though your breathing pattern was different you didnt have any difficulty breathing and you seemed more comfortable, as if your lungs were getting the much needed air that they want.
I must have layed there for an hour or two listening to your breathing before I fell asleep, but in those one or two hours, although I have always known, it really really dawned on me as to what a little miracle you are. How I have always prayed for God's richest blessings and I realised last night that he HAS given me his richest blessings, YOU, YOUR SISTERS AND DADDY !!! - what an awesome blessing to have and what a blessing it is to be able to listen to your breathing - the sound of a miracle. How many people get to hear the sound of a miracle every single day - not many !!
Love you baby boy
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