Good morning my precious angel !!
Today there are so many emotions running through my heart. Almost two years ago we were basically told you will never be, and if you are, you will be severely deformed and not compatible with life.
My heart is ecstatic because "YOU ARE" and YES you have what some people would call deformaties ....... but you are perfect in our eyes. From not living longer than an hour to being two years old in a few days time keeps me in complete and utter awe. My heart is so full of love and light because we have had almost two years more than what we were told.
I am also heartsore today cause I just wish I could freeze time. Not in a negative way that I dont want you to grow and flourish, but in the way that I will never have to let you go. In a way that when I wake up every morning I know I will be able to see your smile and know you will always be there for the rest of MY life, in a way that I will never out live my son, in a way that you will be able to see me grow old and me see you grow old, in a way that my son will have to bury me and not the other way around :-(
My heart is also celebrating because in a few days time you will be TWO years old - who would have ever thought. From what we were told, we didnt, but we have always believed and had faith and from what we know now, we still believe and have faith!!
Every day you teach us something new and no matter how hard it gets you always try, you always have a smile. You are so persistent even if you dont get it right. When you want to touch my face, there are times that it takes about twenty tries before you get it right, but you never give up. You aim as if you are about to throw and arrow and your arm will move back and forth ...... back and forth and then ...... yes you eventually get it right and the satisfaction on your face is priceless and the melting feeling in my heart is just as priceless. There are times when you get so frustrated but still you never give up. Thank you for teaching us to never give up my darling baby. Thank you for teaching us to believe and have faith. Thank you for teaching us to live, love and appreciate every moment.
Thank you for choosing me and daddy to take care of you. Thank you for allowing us to love you and most of all THANK YOU for loving us and trusting us no matter what.
Love you angel boy
Today there are so many emotions running through my heart. Almost two years ago we were basically told you will never be, and if you are, you will be severely deformed and not compatible with life.
My heart is ecstatic because "YOU ARE" and YES you have what some people would call deformaties ....... but you are perfect in our eyes. From not living longer than an hour to being two years old in a few days time keeps me in complete and utter awe. My heart is so full of love and light because we have had almost two years more than what we were told.
My heart is also celebrating because in a few days time you will be TWO years old - who would have ever thought. From what we were told, we didnt, but we have always believed and had faith and from what we know now, we still believe and have faith!!
Every day you teach us something new and no matter how hard it gets you always try, you always have a smile. You are so persistent even if you dont get it right. When you want to touch my face, there are times that it takes about twenty tries before you get it right, but you never give up. You aim as if you are about to throw and arrow and your arm will move back and forth ...... back and forth and then ...... yes you eventually get it right and the satisfaction on your face is priceless and the melting feeling in my heart is just as priceless. There are times when you get so frustrated but still you never give up. Thank you for teaching us to never give up my darling baby. Thank you for teaching us to believe and have faith. Thank you for teaching us to live, love and appreciate every moment.
Love you angel boy
Once again, tears. Too sweet
ReplyDeleteHAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY LIOR!!!! Hope your day is beautiful and full of blessings. Smash a piece of cake for me! hehe What a great day it must be for you Mom, two wonderful years and lets pray many more to come. Take care :)
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